otak saya sedang gempor-gempornya mencari akal untuk keluar dari situasi suntuk ini. Radar saya mengatakan bahwa ada tanda bahaya. Bahaya berdiam diri. Rasanya kaki tangan ini segera bergerak, namun terhalang terus. Kondisi ibu saya sedang mengalami penurunan derastis, dan yang lebih mengerikannya lagi... ada suara kecil yang ingin menyerah saja.
Sungguh memalukan.
In addition to this scary situation, I have this fear haunted me these days. The fear of pursuing my dream... ck ck ck... this condition really worries me... From the beginning, I realized that my mom's condition would drag me down, so it's totally necessary to have my feet on the ground all the time...
People are afraid to pursue their most important dreams, because they feel that they don't deserve them, or That they'll be unable to achieve them. - Paulo Coelho, "the Alchemist"Coming back home, people surely curious of what I am going to do next... They often ask "what do you want to do next?" Even my mom always brings up the very same question.
I was not answering not because there was no answer, but there's this fear that hang on the tip of my tongue.
Again, I am stripping my self again trough this post. The reason is simply because you... are a very excellent listener...
Let me do my actions without a lot of words...
CVB
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