When things are ugly

There are times, I dont want to see my phone because I am afraid of some bad news are coming. 

I watch drama to forget about what i am thinking.
I force myself to work so I am looked normal.
I dont want to be disturbed when I am at home, but I am sick of being alone.
I like to be in my room, but longing for a company.

Then what should I do?

Endure it...

Since it is the world that is given to me.

Sometimes you take a road even though you know the end might be ugly.

Things happen...
Shit happens...

So... just endure it..
It will pass...

CVB