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Can't wait for April!
It is 2 weeks away, yet I just want to rush everything.
I am sorry to keep telling you how I can't wait for April.  I honestly don't have a high expectation of what will be going on. I purely am just excited of what will happen. How it will happen, I don't really care. Oh well... sorry again to keep telling you this without explaining of what is going to happen. hahaha Don't worry, I am not getting married. hahahaha

March is in contrary with February which full of rides. March is stable as the river flows with the low current. Only the first week which I have made a 72 hours away to Hong Kong. Other than that, nothing much. Even in my personal excitement, I haven't found anything new that excites me. However, I will keep update about my 'currently post'

1. Elmo and Newsies are still my medicine for sadness. I just figure that they keep me happy and my mind healthy out of boredom. March is so calm, and I feel kinda lazy. Watching them late in a day making me smile before falling asleep.

2. Health life, I still drink my lemon infused water, and start to swim week to week. However, I haven't been cooking for a long time. Maybe on my day off, I will jumble around the kitchen again. I gain and loose exactly 3 kg every time before I have my period and while I am having my period. weird!

3. My reading mood is deteriorating. I have read Jhumpa Lahiri's Namesake for about 3 weeks now. My #menuju30buku is a failure. hahahaha. Whenever I went to bookstore, there's nothing new. I am looking forward some excitement of new books, or desire to read. But none of it. I bet this month is about rejuvenation in a calmer way.

4. My mood in writing is taking a rest as well. My MABOG is in hiatus for about 2 weeks now, though I have made a couple of posts that are ready to posted. I am just not in a mood. What do you think? post about Love and Faith (Indonesian Movie) or the Glimpse of Musical world?

5. I  am currently in a huge crush on Sarang (Superman returns), Lee Dong Wook (Roomate), and Beauty Bloggers. Into make up. I finally realize that make up is about shading and shadows. You want to hide something while you want to show something else. Playing with colors is fun. My current fan is Fleur Deforce, Essie Button, and Andra Alodita. Been trying a couple of tricks. However, I haven't found a good corner of my room to take a picture. haha.

Sarang-chan

I guess, March is where I need to calm my self before my adventure in April aaand the big one and the new one in June.

Seriously, January and February were about work loads. March is just so quiet. In addition to that, we are in a lent season. Is this a time where silence speaks louder? Where you can find answers trough silence? I honestly find it monotone. Hardly thinking of anything. Just about lazing around and snoozing off here and there.
I am sorry, I still can't talk much about what's going on in April that makes me so excited. Apart of being 26, is another 'dreams come true' moment. Just hold on a little bit. I will tell you every single beat of it.

Another thing, I just realize that I have typed so many posts on this blog in 2015. Maybe because my current reading is in English. I find my self like a sponge. If I read in Bahasa, I will write in Bahasa, if I read in English, I will write in English.

Hopefully, in the end of March, I can perform better. I just need to rest for a bit. Pampering my self this weekend by lazying around my bed. Jump into swimming on Tuesday. What do you think?

And oh I realllyyyy want my hair to grow. 


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