Currently Post - Amayzing May part 2

Woof... I haven't been writing any Currently Posts since November. I apologise for that. Since real life needed my attention more than ever. I strangely sight the shifting in my life about things.
No more excitement from K-drama sadly. Even the reality shows are quiet boring somehow. Perhaps, I need to find a new thing to be addicted. On the positive side, I am not feeling exhaustiveness because a long run of Korean drama episodes or Reality shows. Another thing, I was not really into make up as well. So, what is my interest then?

1. Teddy Adhitya
In your Wonderland.
I never found a very seducing song as well as romantic tunes blending in the sexy voice. Ok, I am too much. But, truly. His voice is enticing!! He's an Indonesian, singing in English, and in RnB tone.

2. Movies. 

I have been into movies lately compared to years in the past. I am starting to watch recent movies or previous ones that I have missed. I think this year will be my movie of the year. When I was in high school, I went to cinemas more often compared to any years after that. Except in 2014 and in the beginning of 2015, I went to cinema quiet a lot for Indonesian movies haha. Oh well, I watched Guardians of Galaxy vol 2, and I LOVE IT!!! It's been a while, I haven't really been a fan of Action movies but this one is really something. Not just because of the story line which is SO TOUCHING, but all the characters, and the effects! Yes, the effects haha. 

3. K-songs and musics in general. 

My other blog which used to be filled with K-drama reviews, been dilated to Songs recommendations. Will put up a new post soon. Let's Talk

4.  I have been interested into Pasifika Life - Fijian, Tongans, all the Pacific Islander culture. Specifically those who from New Zealand. I have been enchanted by one school choir in Newzeland, Dilworth College which choir named Fortissimo. I found them really manly for a highschooler, and the sounds that they produced were heavenly. Plus, the dancing. I found it really powerful and warm. I am glad that Disney took it as the cultural background of one of their newest movie - Moana.

5. Morning Glory routine. I just realise that I need more time in the morning to fully awake. Sometimes, by just laying on the bed, and wandering through posts and my minds. When I was in Malang, the sun raised early, and it helped me to be energise. I made a routine in the morning to brew my own coffee and fixed my brekky. SOmetimes, I did a little fancier, and somehow I found it fun. So, I am back in the morning glory routine. To prepare earlier, to drink coffee, to enjoy my morning for starting a better day :) 

So, yes... a brighter day, an amayzing may. 

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Januari - Semacam Lagu Galau dari Glenn Fredly

Nggak spesifik juga sih akan ngebahas soal lagu Glenn Fredly, atau kisah yang dihubung-hubungkan sama lagu Glenn Fredly, hanya saja kurang lebih bulan Januari adalah sebuah bulan yang penuh kegalauan.
Aku bukan orang yang percaya cosmic, atau tahayul, tapi tidak sepenuhnya merunut pada kitab suci juga. Aku menikmati hidup dengan berbagai dimensi. Aku jelaskan ini karena hanya ingin mengungkapkan perasaan di hati saja.

Selalunya, tiap tahun itu kurang lebih mempunyai big theme. Contohnya di tahun 2015, kejadian-kejadian yang terjadi semuanya seakan-akan adalah jawaban atas doa atau permohonan aku secara nggak langsung. Aku kepengen ke US, di bulan April aku diberi kesempatan. Aku sedang bertanya-tanya, tiba-tiba aku dikasih kesempatan untuk menyelesaikan pertanyaanku. Susah dipercaya, tapi memang begitu. Tahun 2016, uji kesabaran. Semuanya serba misterius, menggantung, dan pelan-pelan terselesaikan. Jadi, seperti apakah tahun 2017?

Bulan Januari menjadi bulan yang galau hanya gara-gara, aku sendiri belum bisa memutuskan tahun macam apa ini. Apa yang harus aku siapkan, ceritanya nanti seperti apa. Masih meraba-raba. Bulan Januari sebagai bulan awal, dan juga bisa kusebut sebagai bulan transisi. Bulan penuh observasi. Tentu saja, aku percaya bahwa hidup itu bukan pre-destined seutuhnya. Manusia bebas memilih, tapi... aku percaya bahwa aku nggak sepernuhnya bergerak sendiri. Hidup aku seperti dituntun. Ada sebuah benang merah yang bisa aku jadikan panutan sepanjang tahun ini. At least that was what happened 

Bulan Januari juga menurutku seperti satu fase setelah kita menekan tombol restart. Seperti ada babak baru yang dimulai. Kadang, rencana yang tersusun tahun lalu bisa berubah 180 derajat di tahun yang baru. Dan semua perubahan ini cukup terasa di awal bulan, ya di si bulan Januari ini. Seakan-akan tahun ini emang benar-benar di-restart. Akhirnya, kita butuh waktu beberapa saat untuk kembali bisa beradaptasi lagi. Ada banyak hal baru, adjustment lagi. Tahun baru semacam menerima paket baru. Tugas baru lagi untuk naik level, atau tugas yang sama karena levelnya belum selesai. Januari seakan-akan menjadi semacam penentu.

Aku menulis ini, hanya sebagai pengukuhan saja kalau semua akan baik-baik saja. Aku merasa beberapa tahun belakangan ini 'program'nya sama. Ada semacam - refresh - di awal tahun. Dan seberjalannya tahun, kita jadi bisa lebih tahu patternnya seperti apa. Mungkin... ini hanya terjadi sama aku saja.
Either way, I have been thinking if I still have 300 more days to conclude what kind of year 2017 is. I feel good about it; though, these gloomy and sunny days coming and going. At least, I am starting with small goals. Building up what I am aiming. Little by little. So chin up Chen :) soon is February,  nggak ada lagi lagu galau ...

harusnya...

haha...

Walaupun mungkin aku harus sedikit merubah rencanaku di tahun 2017 karena segala unexpected things yang terjadi tahun lalu, aku masih merasa positif, kalau tahun 2017 akan menjadi tahun yang menyenangkan lagi :).

Kunobatkan bulan Januari sebagai bulan yang mengajariku untuk bersabar... karena terlalu banyak hal yang cepat-cepat ingin kuketahui. Apakah aku jadi ke Belanda atau Penang tahun ini seperti yang kurencanakan sebelumnya? Apakah aku akan sukses tahun ini? Apakah 20 buku bisa terbaca tahun ini? Apakah aku akan bertemu teman baru? Apakah hubungan-hubungan dengan orang terdekatku akan lebih baik? Apakah akan ada anjing baru? Pertanyaan-pertanyaan ini muncul secara voluntary, Tentu saja, aku masih punya 300 hari ke depan untuk bisa mennyelesaikan satu per satu. Ah Chen,... nikmati saja. Tidak usah terlalu terburu-buru. Nikmati segala perasaan; sakitnya, bahagianya. Tidak perlu terkaburkan dengan ketakutanmu sendiri. Begitulah caranya untuk menghadapi tahun baru.

#iknowiamrandom


Cheers

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Currently - August Edition

As you may have read in my previous post, July was gone pretty fast as I had so many things to do. I went home for holiday, Office was closed for two days as we went to Batu for gathering, two days after that, I flew to Medan for the first time for a wedding. Snap snap snap... time flicks just like that. Not to mention, reports were awaiting to be done. Oh yeah... busy busy busy... One whole month, and not a single post. I am sorry for that.

Now, to conclude July and enjoying August , aaand welcoming September with a new spirit, let's dig in for "Currently" mode...

1. Songwise, I am really into spotify these days! Well, I was into it on my college days back in the States, but Spotify was exclusively only for US users only back then. It was just recently that spotify came to Indonesia. Hell yeah. My account is still active lol. I enjoyed the random play list given. My favorite discovery was Sara Gezarek. But, more Korean songs as well... I enjoyed HOMME's album so much. And yep.. finally I could discover more music. Rock on.

2. Dramawise, I am still watching current airing drama, but because of hectic schedules, I am a little behind, but now starting to catch up again. Currently and mostly done with 38 Force, and I don't know what to watch next. Since I have so many lines up. Perhaps trying some romance again Chen?
- To watch list: Let's fight Ghost, W, Uncontrollably Fond, The Good Wife, Age of youth, and Doctor Strangers.
- The review of 38 Force will be coming out soon.

3. Lfe itself. Oh wow August.
The 8th month of 2016 already.4 months to go and 2016 will be passed, new year will come. Do you remember that I was kinda down in the beginning of 2016?
 Now, I am seeing the pattern... everything is becoming clearer, and I am feeling blessed each and every day. This year, it might be still early to conclude what kind of year it is, but I have a feeling that it a year that my dreams are slightly, and slowly coming true... It was subtly different from last year. Last year was definitely, a year full of answered prayers. How it is different from this year? Again, it all involved a lot of magical thing occurring. I would not go into details for the sake of conclusion of the year, in the end of this year; therefore, please excuse me to be a blurry describer... LOL

Oh well, I have been dreaming to go to weddings since I have missed so many weddings, and this year was granted. Coincidence or not, many of my closest are getting married this year. From Medan to Makassar. and I am happy travelling for these wonderful people's special days.

Continue talking about 'dreams come true' thingy, you know... sometimes... it might not happened the way you wish. Most of the things happening around me is not exactly what I dreamt of, but... I have no authority to be fussy about it. Haha, I believe He knows it better. Again, I am facing uncertainty, but I am not panic, I knew it would be an exciting ride once again, for whatever would happen. Because I have learned that let the surprise be a surprise. Most of the time, 'the surprises' are not far from what I have dreamt about. Nevertheless, a 'surprise' is still a surprise. That's how 2016 has been treating me. Little surprises here and there, small miracles here and there...There haven't been big events unlike in 2015, where almost every two months had at least a big event haha... All in all, I am grateful.

I am sorry if this isn't going anywhere, hahaha...
Oh well... next week is September, and I pinky promise that Strawbearies will be active again for its "isi kepala yang berantakan" posts; hence, the hectic week coming.

Cheers...

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Currently - June Edition

Whoa, it becomes a trend for me to write a 'Currently' post before the 'actual post' that I originally planned to put it up. haha.
Oh Well.
Maybe, I need to jot down things that have been happening recently to clear my mind before totally settling for the post I originally planned. It is less than 10 days before turning into July. Half way through 2016!! Can you believe it? And so much melancholy moments in the beginning of 2016, now, I am more settled, and see things more positively.

1. Traveling and traveling and traveling!!! OMG
Starts from April to the next few months, I will do a lot of traveling. Personal reasons not so much on the working sides. Working matters only about Surabaya. Not to other cities (thanks God). But, it takes a lot of time for traveling. 2 hours drive up to 3 hours drive, not to mention that I only go to Surabaya in the morning and going back at night time. It is quiet exhausting. Anyway... I am ecstatic that I am going to do more traveling for weddings. From Malaysia, to Solo, to the next destination which I will reveal it on the d-day. Just tune in. :) For these 3 people plus 1 later in Surabaya are my closest when I was in college. I am honored to be invited on their special day. I have to miss a couple of weddings in Makassar due to work and hectic schedule for the past few years, this year I finally can manage my time better, so I take a chance to travel for their special days. I am still hoping for a total leisure trip in the end of the year. I mean a trip without any work-related or wedding-related, just a pure traveling for fun. I have a couple of plans, but things can go unexpectedly. Well, Crossing fingers!!!
Soon, I will post about my last trip to Solo :)

2. Song-wise. I discover a jazz singer named Sara Gazarek, and I am a total fan of her music. Her voice similar to Sara Bareilles but with more jazzy tunes in it. Thanks to spotify and I am surprised that my account from 5 years ago still can be used.

3. less than 10 days, I am going to go home in Makassar. Finally!! I don't know why and how, but I have been missing home more these past years. Compared to when I was in US, I went home more often when I lived in Malang or Surabaya; nonetheless, I found myself more in 'homesick'  states compared to the other years when I was living in the US. Perhaps, because it takes only 2 hrs trip by plan to be home? Anyway, I am excited to see my cousins, friends, and my parents again. and of course baby Euro, Gassing, and my super Echong are waiting for me..

4. Superman returns is now with a new format by having three dads babysitting three babies. This joint baby sitting is my favoriteeeeeee. YDG is super fun to watch and who is not falling for Oh Ji Ho's sweet smile? But, to my surprise In Gyo Jin is cute as well. I love the babies too. They are soooo adorable. However, since they are still babies, more fun on the dads part. lol.

credit to KBS

5. I have been watching a current-air dramas. Meaning more updated ones. I don't wait anymore for it is to end to watch it because I might be more serious on reviewing dramas. Tho, I certainly will keep watching older dramas too. Stay tune on Let's Talk. Currently watch; Dear My Friends, Oh hae Young again, and Six Flying Dragons. I think I am having so much fun on writing blogs (or typing). More fun than the previous years (after 2011). Therefore, I think I might be more active on writing again. I am open for translation and articles writing. You may email me on cvianeybudhi@gmail,com. I can write in Bahasa and in English. But, for now, I will be focusing more on my blogs. I have been thinking to add one more blog! (seriously, Chen???) LOL. It will be about writing in Bahasa; more prose, or short stories. But still thinking about it. Nothing to serious. Managing two is hard enough. Oh well, we'll see about it.
Next on Let's Talk - Extras (Actresses Edition) and Korean Rising Stars (Actors and Actresses)



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Currently Post - May edition

Oh wow! I owe you so many stories. I have prepared two posts to be released, but I have no mood to release it. Lol. Prosticanation wins. dang.
I jump to my currently mood post first. Maybe, it can help to lighten up my mood.

May does not have so much of changes. Many travellings - more towards short weekend getaway involving only meeting and eating. Not necessarily a big adventure. True to the theme of this year, I will be travelling quiet a looooot. Half of them are for weddings. Yes! Wedding bells everywhere. Hitting 27 and I am feeling a bit helpless, like something un-accomplished just yet. I am not satisfied of what I've got now. I have been asking myself... "What's next?" and the answer is so vague. I am feeling like I am in the middle of midst, unknowingly stepping forward. It is a frustrating feeling. Because if I am just doing what I have now, it feels like I am just stuck.
Have been asking .."what should I do?" "what am I supposed to do?"
Perhaps because I am facing uncertainty again?
Many things I still want to do, and I have been planning things regarding to my current situation, but at the same time I know that in the middle of year, something else will be happened again. Bah! Things are still unsure, and I just don't like it. Half of my self wants to move forward already, but I am fully aware that I have to stay steady and make a move or do something when the time is right. Oh just another 'wait'
Bear with me Chen... bear with me...

Anyway, May! It is less than a week before it is June.
Half way trough 2016. wew

Currently
1. I have watched too many suspense/thriller less romance drama. I am feeling like ready for a romance drama again, but what a bummer I can't sit down steadily for anew drama that I am about to watch. My heart still seeks for mystery to be solved.

2. My reading ambition is also in halt. Sticks with 7 books in total for the #menuju20buku2016

3. in a full attempt to get back to 60Kg again and try to post blog regularly. Check Let's Talk, a bi-weekly blog about reviews of anything.

I owe my story in KL and a new series that I have been working on :)

Cheers!!!
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Hey (dear) April - Currently post

I can't believe myself that I did not post anything in March. Not because I did not feel well. Things are gradually getting better to tell you the truth. More challenges. But I think it is gonna be a fun ride.

So here are my currently post.

Lee Seo Jin

Choi Jin Woong

1. Just to put an accalmation mark on how I like Lee Seo jin!!! More of ahjussi fans these days. Including Choi Jin Woong who stars in Signal, the recent drama that I finished. God Bless Kim Won Suk he is just one genius director alive. Apparently, Misaeng and Signal remind me of my very own sinetron (indonesian soap opera) titled D.T.K Dunia Tanpa Koma. It is a story about journalist world and drugs dealer. It was pretty solid. The casts are just amazing. However, it was a shame that the production is not continued as it was planned because the rating hit low. Come on!! Peeps wake up, dont' just watch those shitty shows on tv these days. I haven't been enjoying Indonesian tv shows for the past 5 years. It is purely a shame. Too much shitty, too much teasing, too shallow.


2. Many things are happened in Indonesia. Plastic bag costs Rp 200 per pieces, LGBT is going to be legally banned, and more blurs on TV because of cleavage and topless man. hahahaha ahhh... that's my country. Hopefully our generation and our president can do something about this very soon.

3. I am more and more excited about 2016. More traveling plans are set but not without challenge. It seems like one plan go one plan down. Consequences are awating. But I find it is interesting and challenging. I somehow feel high-spirited. Waiting for the actual things happen. does it go like planned, or does it go better than the original plans. we just never know.

4. Can't stop hearing 'History' by One direction. lol

5. I am officially an alien. I am not a big fan of the Decendants of the Sun. Yeah you can curse on me. My heart and soul is for UEE and Lee Seo Jin in Marriage Contract. I was so melted by episode 9. It can't go any romantic than 'trying-to-hold-on-more-on-your-hand' and a peck on a cheek while crying. lol

And It is April!!!
Hey dear April, my favorite month. I know you have been treating me well each year and I have a little hope for you to give me some magical April this year. You are exciting, and flowers bloom making the scenes prettier. Can't wait to see what is going to happen. You know that I will be traveling a lot again this year (within April). What is going to give me? Looking forward to it.

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Currently - February Shots

February waktunya Pantang dan Puasa. Entah mengapa aku berpikir kalau ini momen yang paling bagus untuk menetralisir segala 'keanehan' yang terjadi selama ini. Gloomy days, hal-hal yang direncanakan nggak kejadian, yang nggak direncanain kejadian. Mungkin akunya aja yang belum siap dengan 'gaya baru' seperti ini. Masih keenakan dengan tahun 2015 yang semuanyaaaa ajaib. It was a good one. But oh well, life goes on, Chen! Jadinya... I prepping my self for this Fasting season to be able to balance myself out again. Hitting the lower keys. Being humble. Stay true to reality and nurturing my prayer life.

Anyway, sticking to currently post, here I am blabbering about what I currently like or would like to have/do.

1. Rosy cheek, nude-matte lipstick color, and minimum make up. I just realize after I changed my hair color, I began to soften my make up. I used to doing a lot of bronzing and highlighting and bolder lip color. Maybe it is February; pink mood everywhere.

2. Surprise surprise!!! I am really enjoying One Direction and Justin Bieber's newest songs. Hahahaha Belum pernah!! Selama mereka eksis, aku dengerin lagu-lagu mereka. What a miracle.

3. Eyes on RYU JUN YEOL. Pemeran Jung Hwan di drama Reply 1988 really captured my heart. (I am sorry for mixed language here). Be honest! He is not the type of man that we say 'Handsome' at the first time meeting. Nonetheless, he surely does have some magical charm to chant us growing fond of him. Baru nonton 2 film/dramanya, udah bisa dibilang aku ngefans sama dia ;)

4. My favorite playlist aside from One D and Justin B is REPLY 1988 OST. Those re-made Korean oldies with the soothest voice selection of Kpop singer is JJang! My favorite is Oh Yuk singing Lee Moon Sae's Little Girl, Lee Juck singing Ddeulgukhwa's Don't Worry, and December singing Byun Ji Sub's Can't I tell you that I love You. love love love.

5. Still! Immortal songs 2 and Superman Returns are my oasis on the weekend. I impatiently waiting for the latest episode coming out. Their preview in the end always makes me curious. Especially Superman Returns's newest family! :)
For Immortal Songs 2, I secretly wish that it runs for a loooooong time, and at the same time I secretly feel afraid if it does not do well. I love Immortal Songs 2 because it shows you so much creativity of Korean artists, and the song selections are just.... so good.

6. Culinary speaking, I am so into cooking my own food these days. Chendilicious is back with light bulb recipes (modified recipes) in the kitchen. My ultimate favorite is Rice porridge with chopped cabbage and carrots with a side dishes; chicken or minced beef with oyster and sweet soy sauce. Of course with a hint of green chilli. Though, I am not refusing to have Korean chicken wing one of these days.

I predict that I am going to release a monster in me for the next 7 days. PMS is coming. And I truly hate it. I am sick of emotional roller coaster. But well, I am a human... what to do?

I know... just drinking teh kotak and watch KBS world. Or just listen to this sexy voice

Cheers!


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Currently

First currently post in 2016, and I am feeling kinda flop. Down. Murky water.
There's nothing wrong about my hair color nor my colleagues in the office. It is just so hormonal. Hahahaha. Oh well, to heat up things a bit, I want to list 3 things that currently calming me down.

1. a Current Playlist
Not a surprise that my playlist on ipod or youtube are all K-pop. Aha!
It is a compilation of old and new songs. K-indie or idol. Rock band or soul singer.
Well, One Candle by g.o.d is my ultimate favorite now. The songs were out in 2000. 16 years ago, yet it is still ear-catching!!! hahahaha I love the original recording, and determined to be able to sing the rap (yea right Chen!) Rock On!
It is a pleasant surprise or not, but I am bought by JYP newest girl group - TWICE with their single OOH-AHH. As usual Park Jin Young has an ability to make a very catchy sound (including that one candle song).
Next is coming from my mysterious discovery. I never known this singer before. I only saw her once or twice on shows. Her name is Park Ji Yeon, and I am lovin her single, Mr. Lee. Sassy and sexy video clip. Lovin it.
There are two OSTs are lingering near me. I can't go to bed without hearing them. One is from BUBBLEGUM sang by the romantic guy, ALEX from Clazziquai. It is sweeeeeeetttttt... too sweet. I am glad hearing him back! The other one is from Reply 1988 OST, the song is sang by December. December is a male duo, I knew DK, one of the members because of Immortal Songs 2. This particular song is super sleek. Swinging. It is really nice to listen to it when it is raining (oh chen... )

2. Re-watching HOTELIER! I am trying hard to move on from Misaeng, haha, thus, I am digging back to 2001 drama. I love the opening. The first episode wins everything. It was in 2001, but oh those acting, and long shot are gureeeeaaattt.

3. Impulsive walk and watch alone in the movie. It is the priviledge of solo living. Enjoying my single days I guess.

Ah... let's stay alive Chen... !!!!
This sounds too depressing already!!!
LOL



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December Series - first story

It is the first day of December, and I am planning to post a lot of posts this month. I just have a feel to celebrate the end of the year this way.

I love this month. Not only because I can get to go home to meet papo, gassing, echong, and others, but also it is time to take a deep breath and look back. How I reached everything I have. Looking at each month, what I gained, what I failed to do. Retelling of what I had been trough from the beginnign of the month towards the end. Of course, also thinking about what is it for the year a head. It is like a month to prepare for the new year. It is like a balancing mood.
December also means celebrations. Who is in for Christmas and New year party? Me! I always love to spend holiday at home because it will be full of singing and dancing just like the party should be. I always choose to be home for Christmas. I have celebrated christmas not with family before and believe me Christmas should be celebrated with family.

Ah... for a prologue,
Imagining that now I am typing this without any burden left. It is purely ready to contemplate the past and the future. To add a little sap; I put it as a 'currently' post.

Currently

1. have gained 4 kg in 4 years. I really want to go back to my skinny version. This is (surprise, surprise) will be my next year resolution.
2. My korean series are in halt, but I have series that I have been waiting for;
 - bubblegum
 - reply 1988
 - six flying dragons
3. My favorite tune is INFINITY by One Direction. I am surprised to my self with this.

4. Still in love with Elmo, Stroberi, and Misaeng :)

5. Fully accepted my self being single for ultimately 26 years old ;). For this matter, I used to be a little bit embarrassed; however, I have met people who were in various relationship and they were saying that I am actually luck. Just to wait for the right one. So yeah... if people ask do I have any boyfriend? I will bravely answer.. you know the answer already ...

More to come ;)
And you have no idea how excited I am for this month.

Yeaaaaaaaaaahhhh

#loveDecember
#CeritaAkhirTahun



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Currently

Whoa, I haven't been really posting up about 'Currently' thingy as much as before eh?

It is nearly coming to the end of October. Not so long till Christmas time. Oh My, time comes and wooossshhh... flipping trough.Here goes again 'Currently' post. Just 5 things that currently are the cores of Chendani's life.

I am currently...

1. SICK started Thursday 13th. I went home and did not feel well and it continued till the next week and my body broke down eventually. I took 4 days off. Stayed home, Bed rest. Through those sick days, I survived my own. I took care of my own self. Cooked for myself, slept, cleaned the room, hahahaha. I think I can write a guide book of 'How to survive when you are sick and live alone"

2. super addicted to Kim Phil and Kwak Jin Eon. These two infamous winner of Superstar K6 has brought me to another level of all the K-pop thing. I love the combination of the two even though they are not officially a duo group. Jin Eon was the winner and Kim Phil was the runner up. Both have sung various songs together and I am craving for more. Kim Phil with his unique range, not a falsetto, a bit husky, rock and roll and combined with the super low sexy voice of JIn Eon. Can't ask for more. I have been watching Superstar K6 without ENG SUB T_T. Can;t fully understand it, but I can take a gist of it ;). I never really watched Superstar K before but I knew the winners and they were pretty good. Many of them are my fave; Ulala Session, Dickpunks, Eddie Kim, John Park, and Seo In Guk. These two have caught my heart dearly.  Both have sung various songs about 'encourage' not just a simple lovey dovey song with rap like what we have from K-pop these days. I sincerely wish that both would be around for a loong loooooong timeee in this cruel industry.

3. watching too much of Korean drama hahaha... It is piling up. There were dramas that I wanted to watch because of one particular cast was on Misaeng for I want to see how they are outside all the misaeng thing. Some, I just wanted to watch based on dramabeans review. And I ended up not finish many of them. But, that's not stopping me to have the next list to watch

4. refreshing my 'favorite things' when I am feeling down. These past few days were quiet a torment. Being sick alone is never been easy. You just feel all sort of feelings. I end up try to come up with a ' solution' of course.
- watching misaeng, when I am feeling suffocated -
- doing laundry and clean the bathroom to clear up my mind -
- make up and take a selfie with style -
- back to Elmo and get all the cuteness overloaded -
- Immortal Songs 2 on Saturdays...-
- listening to my playlist; Let's walk a little (Jung In and Gary), Reminiscing (Jazztronik), Love Recipe (Clazziquai), Just get away, you deserve it (Sweet Sorrow), Anhyeondong (Sweet Sorrow), Lie, Lie, Lie (Lee Juck), Exhausted (Kwak Jin Eon, Yoon Jong Shin, and Kim Phil), and Don't Worry (Kwak Jin Eon and Kim Phil, originally by Deulgukhwa).
- writing is always... a therapy -

5. having a regular 'homesick' syndrome. I recognize its syndrome quickly now. It's coming shorter than before. It is coming in the third month or so. Hahaha... Don't ever think that I will not have homesick syndrome since I have moved so many time. The attack is still here. I am still feeling down, negative, and all the stuff, but I think I can handle it in a better way. I don't hesitate to cry and admit the fact that I am homesick because soon it will be gone.

Should I say that I am not excited of coming to the end of this year? Honestly, I don't want it end too soon. Another year, getting older, maybe same situation with upgraded problems, and all the busy schedules. I am strangely not really excited of a new year. Whoa... am I losing hope? or maybe am I one of those grown ups that just live lifelessly? However, I still love surprises that life gives. You just never know. What will happen. It tingles me thinking that maybe next year there will be another crazy adventure like trapped in the airport because of volcanic eruption or a spontaneous fun trip? I never know...


maybe?
I think I will just enjoy the process like I have always been doing...

Cheers...
CVB

Currently...

Can't wait for April!
It is 2 weeks away, yet I just want to rush everything.
I am sorry to keep telling you how I can't wait for April.  I honestly don't have a high expectation of what will be going on. I purely am just excited of what will happen. How it will happen, I don't really care. Oh well... sorry again to keep telling you this without explaining of what is going to happen. hahaha Don't worry, I am not getting married. hahahaha

March is in contrary with February which full of rides. March is stable as the river flows with the low current. Only the first week which I have made a 72 hours away to Hong Kong. Other than that, nothing much. Even in my personal excitement, I haven't found anything new that excites me. However, I will keep update about my 'currently post'

1. Elmo and Newsies are still my medicine for sadness. I just figure that they keep me happy and my mind healthy out of boredom. March is so calm, and I feel kinda lazy. Watching them late in a day making me smile before falling asleep.

2. Health life, I still drink my lemon infused water, and start to swim week to week. However, I haven't been cooking for a long time. Maybe on my day off, I will jumble around the kitchen again. I gain and loose exactly 3 kg every time before I have my period and while I am having my period. weird!

3. My reading mood is deteriorating. I have read Jhumpa Lahiri's Namesake for about 3 weeks now. My #menuju30buku is a failure. hahahaha. Whenever I went to bookstore, there's nothing new. I am looking forward some excitement of new books, or desire to read. But none of it. I bet this month is about rejuvenation in a calmer way.

4. My mood in writing is taking a rest as well. My MABOG is in hiatus for about 2 weeks now, though I have made a couple of posts that are ready to posted. I am just not in a mood. What do you think? post about Love and Faith (Indonesian Movie) or the Glimpse of Musical world?

5. I  am currently in a huge crush on Sarang (Superman returns), Lee Dong Wook (Roomate), and Beauty Bloggers. Into make up. I finally realize that make up is about shading and shadows. You want to hide something while you want to show something else. Playing with colors is fun. My current fan is Fleur Deforce, Essie Button, and Andra Alodita. Been trying a couple of tricks. However, I haven't found a good corner of my room to take a picture. haha.

Sarang-chan

I guess, March is where I need to calm my self before my adventure in April aaand the big one and the new one in June.

Seriously, January and February were about work loads. March is just so quiet. In addition to that, we are in a lent season. Is this a time where silence speaks louder? Where you can find answers trough silence? I honestly find it monotone. Hardly thinking of anything. Just about lazing around and snoozing off here and there.
I am sorry, I still can't talk much about what's going on in April that makes me so excited. Apart of being 26, is another 'dreams come true' moment. Just hold on a little bit. I will tell you every single beat of it.

Another thing, I just realize that I have typed so many posts on this blog in 2015. Maybe because my current reading is in English. I find my self like a sponge. If I read in Bahasa, I will write in Bahasa, if I read in English, I will write in English.

Hopefully, in the end of March, I can perform better. I just need to rest for a bit. Pampering my self this weekend by lazying around my bed. Jump into swimming on Tuesday. What do you think?

And oh I realllyyyy want my hair to grow. 


CVB