#100happydays

I finished #100happydays 3 days ago.I iImpulsively decided to join in and on the very same day I had a bad day. However, it turned out I appreciated the meal that I had on that night and posted it as the first post of my #100happydays.
#100happydays is a non profit organization that invite people around the world to be happy. It says that many people now spend their 24 hours by not doing anything else but work work work. Also surrounded by negativity; whilst actually there are many small positive things that can make their day. By posting one picture that makes you happy, we are reminded by one small thing than can have power to turn our day to be a better one. At least, by the end of the day you will think of one positive thing to complete your post; even though, your day is full of sh*t.
Not every single day is a happy day. Not rare that I have to 'create' my happy picture. I usually put up memories that make me happy or inspiring quotes. However, there are more days that are genuinely happy. Small or big things. I am happy when I write, when I eat good food, when I meet friends and families, when I suddenly found a meal on my desk, when I see sun rise, when talk about something excitingly, when I watch a movie and shed happy tears and many many good memories. However, on the 100th day, I just know what makes me happiest is being born into my family. Being raised by them. Being present, now, at the very moment. 
Passing day 50s, my days are more genuinely. Automatically, I will find or create a happy picture.I basically think or find one good thing to conclude my day. It makes me feel better. It is always a joy to post one picture a day, not a torture. It is voluntarily done, not forced. 100 days seem fly so fast. It is a bittersweet feeling when it comes to an end. So, I promise my self to continue posting whatever happens that make me happy.
We need happy feelings. Especially, I am a moody person, highly sensitive in certain times. Happy days are easy to create, memories, friends, strawberry juice, free food or simply a lively conversation.In the end, these posts are full of gratitude. Every single piece has its own reason to make me say grace. Basically,

Happy Happy Days

CVB

Here it is - Bucket List

2 minggu lagi, tahun 2013 akan mengucapkan salam perpisahan, dan kita akan disambut 2014 berikut segala kejutan-kejutannya.
Entah mengapa yang terpikir olehku sekarang bukan evaluasi, bukan juga resolusi, melainkan "daftar keinginan" yang mungkin lebih dikenal sebagai "Bucket List" .
Setelah mampir di blog kesukaanku Puty's Journal, daftarku menjadi semakin solid. Puty (blogger) bahkan membuat satu page sendiri berisikan daftar panjang "Bucket List"nya dan juga hal-hal yang sudah ia lakukan. Hal itu membuatku berpikir bahwa "sungguh akan sangat menyenangkan jika aku pun bisa mencoret satu persatu daftar panjang itu." Seakan-akan, aku menyelesaikan satu tugas demi satu tugas. Accomplishment sounds so prestigious. Padahal tidak ada hadiah ketika menyelesaikan daftar itu. Hanya sebuah rasa puas bahwa "aku sudah menyelesaikannya"
Well, mungkin ini juga yang akan membumbui nasib kita, hidup kita, dan perjalanan itu sendiri. Proses.
Daftarku belum sepanjang Puty, hanya sebuah daftar pendek berisikan iming-iming seorang Chendani. Tak lebih.

Bucket List
1. 50 judul buku dalam 1 tahun
2. Java Jazz Festival
3. Perayaan Waisak di Borobudur

4. Leavesden studio trip, Warner Bross world of Harry Potter
5. Drinking butterbeer
6. Publish books/writings
7. Gets involve in a film making
8. Mengetahui ajaran Buddha
9. South Korea for a year.
10. learn photography
11. Hobitton

Daftar ini mungkin akan menjadi panjang. Mungkin akan terlupakan begitu saja. Namun, aku selalu bersemangat untuk menghadapi tahun baru. Apalagi kira-kira yang akan berlangsung di tahun 2014?
Tahun 2013 aku nobatkan sebagai "tahun perjalanan"
dan menulis bucket list ini adalah sebuah awal... ya sebuah awal perjalanan baru :)
Bukankah begitu? Sebelum aku mencoret satu item dalam daftar ini, aku akan berada dalam sebuah perjalanan, sebuah proses, untuk menyelesaikan satu item tersebut.

"Jika terlalu fokus sama tujuan, kita akan lupa sama perjalanan" - Abimanyu, film HELLO GOODBYE

CVB

13 going 23

I am surely I am not a 13 year old who suddenly becoming 30 on the day when she turns 13.First of all, I am definitely not a 13 year old girl. And I am pretty sure that I am not going to be 30 any soon. hahaha. Of course, I don't want to turn 30 immediately. 23 will do for me first.

Approaching 23rd year of my life; Nothing special. Still jomblo. Still a bit childish and spoiled. Want me to change that? Hm... perhaps I have to control them. Show and hide them whenever I need them.

Only if I can have a choice, let me have 13 projects to celebrate turning 23. I know turning 23 is not celebrated in a way when I turned 17 or 21. Nothing too special about turning 23. That's why let's make this ordinary birthday become a little bit extraordinary.

13. Go to salon, doing something with my hair - maybe a bang 
I went to the salon and got a creambath treatment first and then ... tadaaa a BANG

After

Before

12. Visitase *for an hour
It was actually more than an hour hahaha. It was on Holy Thursday. 
More about it in here

11. A short story
It is not exactly a short story, but kinda hahaha click here (the same as number 12)

10. Fashion tags
This is going to be postponed! due to times...

9. Happy pictures with papo and mambo

8. A date with retty
Done, ini ceritanya lucu sih., Jadi awalnya kita udah ga bisa ketemuan lagi soalnya dia harus ke Palu, but she missed the fliiigghhhtt LOL, malamnya langsung deh kita makan bakso hahahahahaha

7. Happy pictures and date with opa oma:

6.An article
Will be coming soon...

5. Inspirations project

4. Dreams project
About this one, I am just thinking that I am quiet a dream-less person nowadays. Start to build it up again. What to do next....
Next Month - be a member of local library! hehehehe


3. Make 2 people happy

2. Another visitase
It was a short time, but quiet nice

1. Finally me time ;) including taking a very good profile picture

Alrighty, it will start on March 31st. I try to do it in order
It was not done in order. I had a busy week. But, a birthday is NOT an ordinary thing :). Though this year is a bit sad birthday since my cousin's little daughter was passed away on April 12th :'(, but I had a blast. In total, I got 6 Cakes HAHAHA... and I got very cool Starbucks tumblr, 2 packages of Strawberry, and a Strawberry Cream puff and oh a pinkish au de toilette and lotion from my highschool buddiessss YEAAAH!! and LOVE from all of you...
Not to mention, my children kisses!! yeaaayyy

Thank youuuuuu :)
CVB

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